30day challenge: #30 Past you vs Present you: How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Today it's my birthday - 3 sep. - and yeah I changed a bit. I had many opportunities.

past me: I was starting my first fashion course, I was insecure about many things because at that time everything was changing and I had to take some decisions.

present me: I'm attending my 4th fashion course soon and I'm also working. I went to 3 exhibitions in 3 different countries being an interpreter, I met a lot of people and I was able to try my Japanese with real Japanese people, I just said some words I was pretty scared but they were still impressed, this made me want to improve and study more! In fact I took the JLPT N5 exam last year that I passed with pretty good grades. I'm taking care of myself more than before and I'm trying to increase my self esteem. I'm going to take a trip. 

30day challenge: #29 An old photo of you

A really old photo of me, but I was so cute >w< 

30day challenge: #28 5 things you are looking forward to

1. my trip even if I'm pretty scared right now, so I'm excited - really, a lot! - but I'm also scared :c
2. my fashion course, I hope I will be able to learn so much
3. meet new people from around the world
4. achieve another goal I have in mind
5. I'm looking forward to anything happy it's coming ^-^ be positive *ugh

30day challenge: #27 Moodboard

a moodboard that tells something about me too.

30day challenge: #26 Ways to win your heart

- me
. make me laugh
. be honest
. be a good listener - even if you have heard it all before or if you find it boring, if I’m talking about it then there’s a reason that I need to
. surprise me
. respect me
. make me feel safe

- about you
. take care of yourself - I like guys who are clean - in every sense
. fashion - I want to be a fashion designer so you might like it too, be original not boring
. work hard - don't be lazy, have goals but try also to reach them. I'm here to support you!
. be smart
. be kind

- points extra*
. can you dance? - you can share it with me teaching me c: so cute!
. can you sing? / can you play an instruments? - sing / play for me ♡
. can you cook? - I love food, I appreciate more if you can make healthy food

ps: I'm jealous.

"She doesn’t have high standards she just knows what she deserves."

 carl alexandrè

30day challenge: #25 Another day in my life

#8:00 woke up

#8:30 shower + breakfast

#10:00 appointment with the dermatologist

#11:00 went to my grandfather's house

#12:00 home, trying to find inspiration

#13:00 lunch

- expectation -
. make clothes / sew
. work out
. Japanese

30day challenge: #24 A picture of your room

my little cute room. sorry for the really bad quality btw this is my room.

on all those hangers there are all my new fabrics I bought, I thought that this is a good way to keep them you can see well all of them especially if you don't have enough space on the drawers ;;
I keep them outside the wardrobe because looking at them I have ideas, this works when I wake up but still asleep. >o<

oh and also on my "desk" there are more fabrics, well projects that I haven't finished, but actually I don't really like them so they might stay there for a long time.

30day challenge: #23 Something you miss from your childhood

The different atmosphere there was when I was little, I think this might say everything.
Well I think the thing I miss the most is the fact that I missed time spent with my family, since my family has a restaurant since I was born my mum had to cook and so on the weekend I was alone most of the time especially when my sister started helping my mum.
I always hated being alone, now too and this fact increased it.
I didn't spend Christmas - my favourite time of the year - or any other national / religious event with my family, the tradition is to invite all the family ( aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents .. ) during these events but not in mine since my parents were working.

30day challenge: #22 Share your OOTD / outfit you like

I had to change the title, I tried to take so many pictures but no one is good ;; so I'll just go for some outfits I like that I found on the net.

30day challenge: #21 Another photography day

I wanted to try something new but it's raining and it's too dark.
so I'll just post the last picture I took - still bad quality but I don't care.

All those fabrics were so cheap, really. Think that I can make at least 9 clothes and I've spent 50 euro, that's awesome! c: my wardrobe is pretty empty since I didn't want to buy anything - the last time I think was about a year ago, I'm not joking! - because why should I buy clothes if I can make them? I was like trying to encourage myself.
Anyway yeah I have to make clothes because 2 sweaters have the sleeves too short - hate that. and 2 pair of jeans are worn out, so yeah let's work!

as you can see there's a lot of pink - everything. of course I really like pink but it's also a choice I had to make since it's really difficult too find light blue fabrics :c bottom right it's a light blue one. But I'm really happy since I found so many different fabrics ;w; love them! ♡

30day challenge: #20 10 likes and 10 dislikes

a really random list and without an order.

#Likes

1. rain
2. cats - mine
3. honest people
4. Japan
5. fashion
6. creativity
7. diversity
8. music
9. politeness
10. food

#Dislikes

1. people who lie
2. loneliness
3. hot
4. people who talk behind someone's back
5. not open minded
6. of course people who hurt / do any bad thing to others
7. anxiety
8. overthinking
9. too much laziness 
10. people who follow the trend not having an own personality

30day challenge: #19 10 songs that come to your mind + reasons

I'm making this list with songs that come to my mind but also from my life.

#1 Weki Meki - I don't like your girlfriend
. why? yesterday I kept listening to it the whole day, and it's still going on in my head. I actually would love to learn that choreo :c

#2 Bangtan - Cypher, in particular Part 3: Killer
. why? it's getting colder, today it's raining too and it reminds me 2 years ago when I had to go to a place 1 hour far away from to take a fashion course, it was really early, still dark outside - most of the rime raining - and in the bus so I was listening to BTS.


#3 Robbie Williams - She's The One / Angels / Sin Sin Sin

. why? well I could say all the songs of Robbie Williams because when I was little and I wasn't at school there was my mum - she loved him so much, albums / DVD etc.. - that was listening to his songs in the morning and that's the first thing I remember. I always said that I didn't like his songs - wrong, I like them maybe because I've changed - but I like to remember this little thing about when I was little, it makes me feel happy c:

#4 Aqua TimeZ - プルメリア ～花唄～
. why? same thing of #2 but this time was in high school, we had to run outside - it was cold ;; - but at least, I mean at least, our teacher - I didn't like her at all! - let us listen to music and I was listening to Aqua TimeZ every time - oh, rhyme.  sorry.

#5 蘇打綠 sodagreen - 相信 / 日光
. why? same of #2 and #4 BUT this time I had 14/15 years old and it was the same year that I attended the Chinese course at school.

30day challenge: #18 Your astrological sign ( things that are true for you )

I'm a virgo. August 23 – September 22
Element: Earth
Ruling planet: Mercury
Symbol: Maiden
Zodiac symbol: Virgin

The most compatible signs with Virgo are generally considered to be Taurus - I'm sorry but for now besides my grandmother <3 I haven't found good Taurus people - Cancer, Scorpio and Capricorn. The least compatible signs with Virgo are generally considered to be Gemini - what? my childhood best friend was a Gemini and everyone knew how we were compatible together! - and Sagittarius -that's my sister and that's right!
Pisces and Virgo compatibility → I think that this might be true.

- my birthday date -
Virgos born on September 3 are ambitious and may achieve their goals early in life. If they do, they cannot be satisfied until they also have an equally successful personal life. They have a great capacity for spirituality, which may not surface until later in life.

Friends and Lovers
People born on September 3 like having people around them yet have difficulty making close friends. Their strong level of competition sometimes creates animosity. They have a great need to show that they can attract the most eligible partners when what they really want is to find the person of their dreams and settle down. Once they do, they have a capacity for true happiness and contentment.

- tumblr posts -
from what the signs need to hear

that's one of the best sign thing I've read, it's really accurate!

30day challenge: #17 Your daily work-out

Is there a daily work-out? Because I haven't followed it for 3 days, is it still daily? uhm..

But ok it's my daily work-out.

I tried some apps, they are pretty similar anyway this one has 4 main categories, sometimes I do 3 different work-outs: #1 stretching, #2 legs / butt and #3 abs.

But most of the time I just do the first one to prepare my body, after that I follow some videos on youtube or if I have time I practice kpop choreos, which means learning them but also follow the song and do what I know or just follow them without trying to learn it.

#warm up stretching: 5 minutes from the head to the feet.

#youtube videos: well right now I'm into a specific channel which is ICON UK, I really enjoy those videos, I think that they are made in a good way so you don't feel too tired and the girl who follows you - Danielle Peazer - gives you more strength! The one I did the last time was this:

30day challenge: #16 Your regrets

I won't say much about this because I don't have many regrets, like yeah I wanted to take another high school, the fashion one but no I had to take the path I chose because it was the right one for that moment! And I'm taking some good courses right now that maybe I wouldn't have taken if I chose that school, this is an example but there might be many things I have done like that.

Maybe the only real regret is that I didn't tried doing something when I had a chance and so I lost some opportunities.

But I think that if you learn from your mistakes every thing you did should not be seen as a regret - well I haven't done really big mistakes since I was also little and I couldn't understand some stuff.

Oh looking for a quote I heard about regrets I found this one which is exactly what I wrote, so I end with this quote.

30day challenge: #15 Things you like and dislike about yourself

Let's try to be positive and appreciate ourselves!


. what do I like about myself?
I might say my personality, most part of it like my determination, I have some big goals and many people especially my family - not parents or sister - don't really believe in me, well they actually don't really understand what I really want to do because when I start saying fashion ... they think that it's a tough path and I won't reach it - maybe because I'm not attending specific institute but "just" a course - which they shouldn't underrate it - btw ..even if I don't have many people who believe in me I keep going!
I also like my creativity, my head always works and I have many ideas. *dislike
I like helping people, maybe I don't do this in the appropriate way for that person, but I really enjoy helping. And for this reason I'm also pretty caring.

30day challenge: #14 Languages you know { writing

Hello, how are you? Today I will write in different languages I'm starting with the ones I know less things because I can't make long sentences so let's start!

Hallo, mein Name ist Silvia und ich bin 20 Jahre alt. - I'm trying to think, I can remember some stuffs but I forgot how to make a nice sentence so I stop here.

大家好！我叫西尔维娅。去年和5年前我学习了汉语。
我说英语，日本语和汉语。我很喜欢日本！
我也喜欢朝鲜的音乐，日本的音乐和中国的音乐。每天我看日本的电影。
我的其他爱好是跳舞，tumblr，看YouTube的影片，等等。

こんにちは! あーこれは私の好きな言語です。笑
んー何と言えばいいか分かりません。だからたぶんこのポストはつまらないですが、ごめんなさい！私の日本語はまだ下手です。でも今年JLPT N4の試験を受けたいです！頑張りますー
日本語を書かたのは今度が初めてです。少し恥ずかしいです！んー実は、日本人に話しかけた。本当に嬉しかったです！

30day challenge: #13 A day in my life

This might be really boring 'cause I haven't done anything special and this day is just my usual routine so yeah really boring. Sorry.

#9:00 wake up - just because I'm still on holiday ( right? )

#10:00 - 10:30 work out, my work out "routine": I start with some stretching exercises after them I follow some youtube videos or I practice some kpop choreo, if I really have time I dance all the song I have on my hd - yes I do this too! which means that I dance for more than an hour

#10:30 Japanese - it depends on my mood. I might just do some exercises or learning vocabulary or revise grammar etc.. Now I'm more into exercises.

#12:30 lunch

30day challenge: #12 Photography day

Hello, how are you? This is a photography day :3 I actually like taking pictures even if I'm not good at it. As you will see I love the sky ♡ 

The sun was too bright so I couldn't look at the screen and they turned a bit shaky but that airplane was pretty low and I could see it well. I just loved its contrails and it was so fast so cute ;w;

30day challenge: #11 30 facts about yourself

Hello, how are you? Today I have to write 30 facts about myself and I will just write the first 30 things that come up in my mind ~

#1 My birthday is on the 3rd of September - so soon!

#2 I like Japan and I'm learning Japanese

#3 I like fashion

#4 I have a lovely cat called Milady <3

#5 I have many ideas - too many! - of what I could create / do

#6 I don't like to share my projects if they aren't ready because I'm afraid that people can take inspiration and create something better :c

#7 I don't like when I have a passion / hobby and someone who I know stole it, yeah I mean stole it like in 1 day he/she pretends to know everything and talk to everyone about it. I know I'm weird but I became like that because of many episodes in my life and I'm pretty fed up. Sorry ^-^
- well it depends who is that person of course, not everyone

#8 My goal - in general see #6 - is to be a fashion designer & seamstress, but there are different paths of this that I won't share right now haha see #6!

#9 I studied Computer Science, and I was the only girl that year!

#10 If there will be a chance I would like to be a model - just for one day it is good too

my self esteem is low so staying with people that know how to work with the characteristics of a person maybe will help(?)

#11 I would like to be blond ( and I feel that I should be blond ) - that's an important fact 

#12 I wear glasses - they suggested me to wear them all the day even if I see well most of the time but I actually wear them because I prefer to see myself with them, I'm honest.

#13 I decided to stop buying clothes - and my mum is against it, I'm saving up, what's the problem? Anyway I can make them if I need them

#14 I really enjoy working out and I would like to be able to do it regularly

#15 I'm not an English person as you probably guessed