30day challenge: #30 Past you vs Present you: How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Today it's my birthday - 3 sep. - and yeah I changed a bit. I had many opportunities.

past me: I was starting my first fashion course, I was insecure about many things because at that time everything was changing and I had to take some decisions.

present me: I'm attending my 4th fashion course soon and I'm also working. I went to 3 exhibitions in 3 different countries being an interpreter, I met a lot of people and I was able to try my Japanese with real Japanese people, I just said some words I was pretty scared but they were still impressed, this made me want to improve and study more! In fact I took the JLPT N5 exam last year that I passed with pretty good grades. I'm taking care of myself more than before and I'm trying to increase my self esteem. I'm going to take a trip. 

30day challenge: #29 An old photo of you

A really old photo of me, but I was so cute >w< 

30day challenge: #28 5 things you are looking forward to

1. my trip even if I'm pretty scared right now, so I'm excited - really, a lot! - but I'm also scared :c
2. my fashion course, I hope I will be able to learn so much
3. meet new people from around the world
4. achieve another goal I have in mind
5. I'm looking forward to anything happy it's coming ^-^ be positive *ugh

30day challenge: #27 Moodboard

a moodboard that tells something about me too.

30day challenge: #26 Ways to win your heart

- me
. make me laugh
. be honest
. be a good listener - even if you have heard it all before or if you find it boring, if I’m talking about it then there’s a reason that I need to
. surprise me
. respect me
. make me feel safe

- about you
. take care of yourself - I like guys who are clean - in every sense
. fashion - I want to be a fashion designer so you might like it too, be original not boring
. work hard - don't be lazy, have goals but try also to reach them. I'm here to support you!
. be smart
. be kind

- points extra*
. can you dance? - you can share it with me teaching me c: so cute!
. can you sing? / can you play an instruments? - sing / play for me ♡
. can you cook? - I love food, I appreciate more if you can make healthy food

ps: I'm jealous.

"She doesn’t have high standards she just knows what she deserves."

 carl alexandrè

30day challenge: #25 Another day in my life

#8:00 woke up

#8:30 shower + breakfast

#10:00 appointment with the dermatologist

#11:00 went to my grandfather's house

#12:00 home, trying to find inspiration

#13:00 lunch

- expectation -
. make clothes / sew
. work out
. Japanese

30day challenge: #24 A picture of your room

my little cute room. sorry for the really bad quality btw this is my room.

on all those hangers there are all my new fabrics I bought, I thought that this is a good way to keep them you can see well all of them especially if you don't have enough space on the drawers ;;
I keep them outside the wardrobe because looking at them I have ideas, this works when I wake up but still asleep. >o<

oh and also on my "desk" there are more fabrics, well projects that I haven't finished, but actually I don't really like them so they might stay there for a long time.

30day challenge: #23 Something you miss from your childhood

The different atmosphere there was when I was little, I think this might say everything.
Well I think the thing I miss the most is the fact that I missed time spent with my family, since my family has a restaurant since I was born my mum had to cook and so on the weekend I was alone most of the time especially when my sister started helping my mum.
I always hated being alone, now too and this fact increased it.
I didn't spend Christmas - my favourite time of the year - or any other national / religious event with my family, the tradition is to invite all the family ( aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents .. ) during these events but not in mine since my parents were working.

30day challenge: #22 Share your OOTD / outfit you like

I had to change the title, I tried to take so many pictures but no one is good ;; so I'll just go for some outfits I like that I found on the net.

30day challenge: #21 Another photography day

I wanted to try something new but it's raining and it's too dark.
so I'll just post the last picture I took - still bad quality but I don't care.

All those fabrics were so cheap, really. Think that I can make at least 9 clothes and I've spent 50 euro, that's awesome! c: my wardrobe is pretty empty since I didn't want to buy anything - the last time I think was about a year ago, I'm not joking! - because why should I buy clothes if I can make them? I was like trying to encourage myself.
Anyway yeah I have to make clothes because 2 sweaters have the sleeves too short - hate that. and 2 pair of jeans are worn out, so yeah let's work!

as you can see there's a lot of pink - everything. of course I really like pink but it's also a choice I had to make since it's really difficult too find light blue fabrics :c bottom right it's a light blue one. But I'm really happy since I found so many different fabrics ;w; love them! ♡

30day challenge: #20 10 likes and 10 dislikes

a really random list and without an order.

#Likes

1. rain
2. cats - mine
3. honest people
4. Japan
5. fashion
6. creativity
7. diversity
8. music
9. politeness
10. food

#Dislikes

1. people who lie
2. loneliness
3. hot
4. people who talk behind someone's back
5. not open minded
6. of course people who hurt / do any bad thing to others
7. anxiety
8. overthinking
9. too much laziness 
10. people who follow the trend not having an own personality

30day challenge: #19 10 songs that come to your mind + reasons

I'm making this list with songs that come to my mind but also from my life.

#1 Weki Meki - I don't like your girlfriend
. why? yesterday I kept listening to it the whole day, and it's still going on in my head. I actually would love to learn that choreo :c

#2 Bangtan - Cypher, in particular Part 3: Killer
. why? it's getting colder, today it's raining too and it reminds me 2 years ago when I had to go to a place 1 hour far away from to take a fashion course, it was really early, still dark outside - most of the rime raining - and in the bus so I was listening to BTS.


#3 Robbie Williams - She's The One / Angels / Sin Sin Sin

. why? well I could say all the songs of Robbie Williams because when I was little and I wasn't at school there was my mum - she loved him so much, albums / DVD etc.. - that was listening to his songs in the morning and that's the first thing I remember. I always said that I didn't like his songs - wrong, I like them maybe because I've changed - but I like to remember this little thing about when I was little, it makes me feel happy c:

#4 Aqua TimeZ - プルメリア ～花唄～
. why? same thing of #2 but this time was in high school, we had to run outside - it was cold ;; - but at least, I mean at least, our teacher - I didn't like her at all! - let us listen to music and I was listening to Aqua TimeZ every time - oh, rhyme.  sorry.

#5 蘇打綠 sodagreen - 相信 / 日光
. why? same of #2 and #4 BUT this time I had 14/15 years old and it was the same year that I attended the Chinese course at school.