Don't worry. 💦

Nothing to fear. It’s ok to get hurt and sick ye ye

If you are falling down

you could just go and walk

just don’t forget the resolutions of the day ye ye ay

hard, steady

just go without a hitch, I’m on my way

old notebooks, dense lyrics

explain about me like this is my namecard

What did I come for?

It seems a cruel time for me

my dream is over there

could be reach to be there

Is this all a mirage

I don’t compromise with the world

can’t put a price on my dreams

Don’t worry

Don’t worry about myself

If I am crying

and look suffered

just keep going

Don’t worry

could destroy everything

doesn’t have to be now

but I am sure I will be what I wanted

ye now I’m beautiful

( y o u . a r e . I m p o r t a n t ♡ ) .july

maybe this is not a good situation, maybe people are disappointing you.
you can't trust someone? even if it is just because of your own thoughts.

Hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

I should take care of myself.
I'm writing it everywhere but I think that it is the only thing you can do when you aren't feeling good. Just do what you like and makes you happy.
Make an healthy routine, work out, skincare, dancing - which is actually the thing that helps me the most - and thinking about my goals.
Maybe it is not so easy to think about all the goals when you are not in the mood, but after doing something good for your body and mind you are more inspired and motivated.

ღ Sleeping Beauty

Don’t sleep

Don’t wake me up

Don’t sleep

Don’t wake me up

After all this time

After all these vibes

After all these highs

We’re still on this ride

Never wanna say good bye

You brought me back to life

and forever it’s just us

No more you and I

Never off just on

Opposite of wrong

If it was you and me against the world

I’d still like our odds

Please don’t ever close your eyes on me

My sleeping beauty

I gotta know now if you’re

You’re really down cause

Where there’s smoke there’s fire

I just hope you realize

That you know I believe

in a thing called destiny

So please don’t

Please don’t

Please don’t

Don’t sleep on me

The high that you’re giving

me is coming so strong

Head up in the clouds

it could poke the ozone

( f l o w . o f . l i f e ↝ ) .july

life is strange sometimes. just let things go and you might find something.

waiting is difficult. at the same time I don't even have much time.

maybe I should find a routine to not waste my time and avoiding overthinking too much.

many things happened and many things will happen. I improved at least.

( s p r i n g ღ f e e l i n g s )

Spring is coming. Maybe that's why I feel so weird in these days.

anxiety ⇢ exam.

happiness x worried ⇢ future. is it real?

I'm working hard for this exam. I love what I'm studying, fashion.

But I feel somehow discouraged. I want and need a really good grade.

I'm pretending too much, maybe. 

#Fashion: Favourite Outfits from Fashion Week Milan Fall 2018 ready-to-wear

Fashion Week Milan
Fall 2018 Ready-to-wear

Hello, it has been a while from my last post! I decided to come back now after seeing the latest fashion shows in Milan and I would like to show you some of my favourite outfits.

Antonio Marras

The second one is my favourite one, the different colours and fabrics are so nice putted together.

Dolce & Gabbana

30day challenge: #30 Past you vs Present you: How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Today it's my birthday - 3 sep. - and yeah I changed a bit. I had many opportunities.

past me: I was starting my first fashion course, I was insecure about many things because at that time everything was changing and I had to take some decisions.

present me: I'm attending my 4th fashion course soon and I'm also working. I went to 3 exhibitions in 3 different countries being an interpreter, I met a lot of people and I was able to try my Japanese with real Japanese people, I just said some words I was pretty scared but they were still impressed, this made me want to improve and study more! In fact I took the JLPT N5 exam last year that I passed with pretty good grades. I'm taking care of myself more than before and I'm trying to increase my self esteem. I'm going to take a trip. 

30day challenge: #29 An old photo of you

A really old photo of me, but I was so cute >w< 

30day challenge: #28 5 things you are looking forward to

1. my trip even if I'm pretty scared right now, so I'm excited - really, a lot! - but I'm also scared :c
2. my fashion course, I hope I will be able to learn so much
3. meet new people from around the world
4. achieve another goal I have in mind
5. I'm looking forward to anything happy it's coming ^-^ be positive *ugh

30day challenge: #27 Moodboard

a moodboard that tells something about me too.

30day challenge: #26 Ways to win your heart

- me
. make me laugh
. be honest
. be a good listener - even if you have heard it all before or if you find it boring, if I’m talking about it then there’s a reason that I need to
. surprise me
. respect me
. make me feel safe

- about you
. take care of yourself - I like guys who are clean - in every sense
. fashion - I want to be a fashion designer so you might like it too, be original not boring
. work hard - don't be lazy, have goals but try also to reach them. I'm here to support you!
. be smart
. be kind

- points extra*
. can you dance? - you can share it with me teaching me c: so cute!
. can you sing? / can you play an instruments? - sing / play for me ♡
. can you cook? - I love food, I appreciate more if you can make healthy food

ps: I'm jealous.

"She doesn’t have high standards she just knows what she deserves."

 carl alexandrè

30day challenge: #25 Another day in my life

#8:00 woke up

#8:30 shower + breakfast

#10:00 appointment with the dermatologist

#11:00 went to my grandfather's house

#12:00 home, trying to find inspiration

#13:00 lunch

- expectation -
. make clothes / sew
. work out
. Japanese

30day challenge: #24 A picture of your room

my little cute room. sorry for the really bad quality btw this is my room.

on all those hangers there are all my new fabrics I bought, I thought that this is a good way to keep them you can see well all of them especially if you don't have enough space on the drawers ;;
I keep them outside the wardrobe because looking at them I have ideas, this works when I wake up but still asleep. >o<

oh and also on my "desk" there are more fabrics, well projects that I haven't finished, but actually I don't really like them so they might stay there for a long time.

30day challenge: #23 Something you miss from your childhood

The different atmosphere there was when I was little, I think this might say everything.
Well I think the thing I miss the most is the fact that I missed time spent with my family, since my family has a restaurant since I was born my mum had to cook and so on the weekend I was alone most of the time especially when my sister started helping my mum.
I always hated being alone, now too and this fact increased it.
I didn't spend Christmas - my favourite time of the year - or any other national / religious event with my family, the tradition is to invite all the family ( aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents .. ) during these events but not in mine since my parents were working.

30day challenge: #22 Share your OOTD / outfit you like

I had to change the title, I tried to take so many pictures but no one is good ;; so I'll just go for some outfits I like that I found on the net.

30day challenge: #21 Another photography day

I wanted to try something new but it's raining and it's too dark.
so I'll just post the last picture I took - still bad quality but I don't care.

All those fabrics were so cheap, really. Think that I can make at least 9 clothes and I've spent 50 euro, that's awesome! c: my wardrobe is pretty empty since I didn't want to buy anything - the last time I think was about a year ago, I'm not joking! - because why should I buy clothes if I can make them? I was like trying to encourage myself.
Anyway yeah I have to make clothes because 2 sweaters have the sleeves too short - hate that. and 2 pair of jeans are worn out, so yeah let's work!

as you can see there's a lot of pink - everything. of course I really like pink but it's also a choice I had to make since it's really difficult too find light blue fabrics :c bottom right it's a light blue one. But I'm really happy since I found so many different fabrics ;w; love them! ♡

30day challenge: #20 10 likes and 10 dislikes

a really random list and without an order.

#Likes

1. rain
2. cats - mine
3. honest people
4. Japan
5. fashion
6. creativity
7. diversity
8. music
9. politeness
10. food

#Dislikes

1. people who lie
2. loneliness
3. hot
4. people who talk behind someone's back
5. not open minded
6. of course people who hurt / do any bad thing to others
7. anxiety
8. overthinking
9. too much laziness 
10. people who follow the trend not having an own personality

30day challenge: #19 10 songs that come to your mind + reasons

I'm making this list with songs that come to my mind but also from my life.

#1 Weki Meki - I don't like your girlfriend
. why? yesterday I kept listening to it the whole day, and it's still going on in my head. I actually would love to learn that choreo :c

#2 Bangtan - Cypher, in particular Part 3: Killer
. why? it's getting colder, today it's raining too and it reminds me 2 years ago when I had to go to a place 1 hour far away from to take a fashion course, it was really early, still dark outside - most of the rime raining - and in the bus so I was listening to BTS.


#3 Robbie Williams - She's The One / Angels / Sin Sin Sin

. why? well I could say all the songs of Robbie Williams because when I was little and I wasn't at school there was my mum - she loved him so much, albums / DVD etc.. - that was listening to his songs in the morning and that's the first thing I remember. I always said that I didn't like his songs - wrong, I like them maybe because I've changed - but I like to remember this little thing about when I was little, it makes me feel happy c:

#4 Aqua TimeZ - プルメリア ～花唄～
. why? same thing of #2 but this time was in high school, we had to run outside - it was cold ;; - but at least, I mean at least, our teacher - I didn't like her at all! - let us listen to music and I was listening to Aqua TimeZ every time - oh, rhyme.  sorry.

#5 蘇打綠 sodagreen - 相信 / 日光
. why? same of #2 and #4 BUT this time I had 14/15 years old and it was the same year that I attended the Chinese course at school.

30day challenge: #18 Your astrological sign ( things that are true for you )

I'm a virgo. August 23 – September 22
Element: Earth
Ruling planet: Mercury
Symbol: Maiden
Zodiac symbol: Virgin

The most compatible signs with Virgo are generally considered to be Taurus - I'm sorry but for now besides my grandmother <3 I haven't found good Taurus people - Cancer, Scorpio and Capricorn. The least compatible signs with Virgo are generally considered to be Gemini - what? my childhood best friend was a Gemini and everyone knew how we were compatible together! - and Sagittarius -that's my sister and that's right!
Pisces and Virgo compatibility → I think that this might be true.

- my birthday date -
Virgos born on September 3 are ambitious and may achieve their goals early in life. If they do, they cannot be satisfied until they also have an equally successful personal life. They have a great capacity for spirituality, which may not surface until later in life.

Friends and Lovers
People born on September 3 like having people around them yet have difficulty making close friends. Their strong level of competition sometimes creates animosity. They have a great need to show that they can attract the most eligible partners when what they really want is to find the person of their dreams and settle down. Once they do, they have a capacity for true happiness and contentment.

- tumblr posts -
from what the signs need to hear

that's one of the best sign thing I've read, it's really accurate!

30day challenge: #17 Your daily work-out

Is there a daily work-out? Because I haven't followed it for 3 days, is it still daily? uhm..

But ok it's my daily work-out.

I tried some apps, they are pretty similar anyway this one has 4 main categories, sometimes I do 3 different work-outs: #1 stretching, #2 legs / butt and #3 abs.

But most of the time I just do the first one to prepare my body, after that I follow some videos on youtube or if I have time I practice kpop choreos, which means learning them but also follow the song and do what I know or just follow them without trying to learn it.

#warm up stretching: 5 minutes from the head to the feet.

#youtube videos: well right now I'm into a specific channel which is ICON UK, I really enjoy those videos, I think that they are made in a good way so you don't feel too tired and the girl who follows you - Danielle Peazer - gives you more strength! The one I did the last time was this: