Spring is coming. Maybe that's why I feel so weird in these days.
anxiety ⇢ exam.
happiness x worried ⇢ future. is it real?
I'm working hard for this exam. I love what I'm studying, fashion.
But I feel somehow discouraged. I want and need a really good grade.
I'm pretending too much, maybe.
But of course I'm not like her.
The perfect one.
Playlist ▶ winner
. love is a lie
. smile again
"A difference in emotions that violently shake
My predictions that are usually wrong
Make me walk in rain boots after the rain
I quickly forget this kind of depression
And live a life of repetition
Without crossing the street, just like I always do
I watch the traffic lights change again, just motionlessly
I hate my heart that clouds over when I leave it to others"